30-Something...

I did turn 30,000 on the odometer this week, but that's not what I'm talking about. With my birthday a few weeks ago, I'm no longer in my 20's and part of the 30-something group. Or the 1st anniversary of my 29th b-day. I was in Norway for my b-day and woke-up realizing I'm 30, it hit me. My birthday is always a blur for most people since it's around thanksgiving and a few weeks later is christmas. I honestly didn't think turning 30 would bother me as much as it has been on some days. Work has been so insane, so I think about it at random times (like now) and become crabby or a little depressed. It might just be life in general and not necessarily turning 30...Maybe it's thinking of not being married when the world around me is married or close, or loneliness or not being fully content at work or home situation or being disappointed with people because they're human or some friendships who I can't rely on. No, this wasn't meant to be a pity party, just a collection of things I've been thinking about lately. I've had been in a random funk for a while and I guess turning 30 added a little to it. It's in God's hands and the rollercoaster of life will always be there in some shape or form, so I better keep hanging on...